Still Waters And Boredem

Growing up I remember churches and youth groups teaching about finding your purpose. Find what God is calling you to do and do it, but I never knew. I searched and came up empty handed. I didn't feel like my purpose was being a missionary, I didn't feel like it was being a worship leader,...

It Won’t Get Better

I always thought having faith was trusting that in difficult seasons of life, eventually God will deliver you from them. That he would at least cause something great to come out of them. Because I have viewed faith that way, whenever I go through something difficult I find myself just waiting it out.  Last night...

I’m Done With Cocktails

Whenever I can't have something, I crave it more. I'm pregnant so I can't drink energy drinks. But I love cranberry RedBull. I crave them soooo bad sometimes, my mouth will literally water! What I used to drink every week and take for granted, now is something I long for and desire. When it comes...

Why God Has Never Been Enough For Me

There are certain things in life that make me happy. Coffee, cats, hanging  out with my family, rainy days, hiking, reading, and popcorn (just to name a few).  I know for sure that these things make me happy.  I also know that God makes me happy. My relationship with God brings me joy and peace...

How I Healed From My Church Hurt

If you have served in a church or even attended church for any amount of time I'm sure you have encountered "church hurt". Being hurt by the church whether emotionally, physically, personally, or even financially is a topic I feel like doesn't get talked about enough, even though it happens all too frequently. Church hurt...

If You Start Seeing Ghost, Read This.

I've never really been scared of a lot of things. Only clowns, the occasional creepy dream, and sleep paralysis. I would say those are my 3 biggest fears. Oh, and perfectly shaped circles or holes. I think it is called trypophobia. Looking at them just make me sick. Those are my fears. I think they are...

Like The Trees in The Desert

It has been sooo hot outside here where I live. My plants are withered up and brown, the ground burns your bare feet even after the sun goes down, and the breeze is like opening the door to your oven and feeling the heat rush towards you. It's hot. The heat soaks up every bit of...

The Empty Room Down The Hall

Down the hall. Last door on the left. Well, only door on the left actually. Over a year and a half, that room has been empty. It doesn't really bother me, I honestly have forgotten it's even there. Only when we have company over do I actually remember having another room in our house. When I...

I’m Paranoid.

I love conspiracy theories. The Titanic? Never sank. CERN? It's just plain creepy. I'm subscribed to more conspiracy theory podcast than anything else... Maybe I'm a nut, maybe I just see more clearly than you... lol But in a more serious sense, I'm paranoid. Not so much that I'm crazy because the government might be...

Just Forget About Me

I've been so empty handed recently when it comes to writing. Normally, God will reveal something to me and it will click in my head and I will write a post. But lately, I haven't had those click-y moments. What about the time when I have nothing to write? When God doesn't show something new to...